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Wednesday, July 13, 2011 As I was taking my ablution, I looked into the mirror. I couldnt help my tears from flowing. Looking at how beautiful the features God has given me, how perfect it can get beyond my imagination, I couldnt ask for more. Perfect eyes with perfect sight, nose and lips that were beautifully created.. what got me to tears was, in my mind I thought to myself "one fine day..when the time comes..I have to give everything back to Him" thats when I imagined my body was being carried by close relatives, tears and prayers could be heard and finally this preciously created face that once I wouldnt even want a pimple to land on, will touch the soil, that we were once created from. A question popped " Am I ready? " goosebumps. My knees even went weak after that. Cause I know the answer to that.. This poor soul is not prepared. I thought again "Oh Allah, please guide me...please. As much as I want to, my soul isnt strong enough to go through life with the challenges you've set without your guidance.." as i wiped away my tears.
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Monday, June 27, 2011 http://vimeo.com/user7577820/hur-and-ruz-engagement-highlights
This is a lil something something I did. Its my first attempt on editing video. There's much more to learn. Id like to thank Liya..=) That's it. ♥ 12:37 PM | |
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Tuesday, June 07, 2011 Heartache. Another night. Have you ever experience a moment where everything you work for, everything you believed in are all lies..? They are just another story line in a movie. Where tragic happens. Where you dont even know to trust whatever is happening in front of you very eyes. Never thought my heart will ever come to state. I dont know what to believe. Why. Why do such exist? Endure. Crying in pain wont help. Again I turn to you. Dear Allah, I believe this is a test you have set for me. This little heart is in pain.. but I know beyond this test you have prepared, lies a greater satisfaction/reward for your genius I shall never ask. This is a piece of advise I always bring around with me just when I need it. Why are there always problems and difficulties you face while everyone else seems to be happy and ease with their lives? achievements and successes are always at their reach without them sweating an effort? problems after problems loves playing at your door step be it with your family your relationship etc. why? Cause simply, the creator loves you.. not good enough? again, why does all those people with no religious background seems to be doing very well while you're struggling?? and it is said that Islam is one true religion. You're putting all these effort yet you're the one being push down all the time.. Allah promised paradise for those who worshiped him, those who pray 5 times a day, do whatever is told to and leave whatever is wrong. So for those who didnt believe in Him why should He make them work for anything when it's guaranteed that their place is not in Heaven?(hell) let them enjoy life while they can. You Muslims on the other hand, never question that faith, Allah knows best. He cant just let u do nothing to enjoy his paradise cant he? So endure =) there's greater reward beyond your imagination awaits =) so you have to work for it! Lets just hope we'll all meet there. Insya Allah =)
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